木偶的决心

发现过着Study, Sleep and Sports的生活只能造成Solitary SSS本身并没有错，有错的是我 最近一个多月遇到很多倒霉的事 发现有很多事原本以为是运气，其实从一开始就注定了 只不过我没有办法先知先觉 有错的是我 有错的是我

Be warned: this story is beautiful but tragic. It begins with Orpheus, the best musician that ever lived. One strum of his lyre, one note sung, and beasts would crawl to him, rocks would shift their moss to move to be closer, trees would tear their roots to be closer to him. He had more power than a mortal man ought to for he was the son of the Muse Calliope.

 

He lived his life simply and carelessly until the day he met Eurydice. She was a Dryad, and when they fell in love it meant everything to them. But the rustic god Aristaeus saw Eurydice's beauty and desired it, and did not care that she was unwilling and in love with another. She ran from him in terror, without thought to her step, and so it was she stepped on a poisonous snake in her flight. The venom of its bite killed her at once and her spirit went to the Underworld. Orpheus was inconsolable. His grief was bitter, but he did not let it lull him into a stupor, he decided to take action.

 

With his lyre, Orpheus descended into the Underworld. A normal mortal would have perished any number of times, but Orpheus had his lyre and his voice and he charmed Cerberus - the three-headed monster dog of Hades who guarded the Underworld - into letting him pass. Facing Hades and his cold Queen Persephone he played for them his sorrow at the loss of his love. The heart that was frozen by Hades' abduction melted in Persphone's breast and a tear rolled down her cheek. Even Hades could not help weeping. They let Orpheus through to Eurydice, but warned him very carefully: Eurydice would follow him into the light of the world and once she entered the sunlight she would be changed from a shade back to a woman. But if Orpheus doubted, if he looked back to see her, she would be lost to him forever

 

Orpheus heard and rejoiced. He turned and left the dark hall of Hades and began his ascent back to life. As he walked he rejoiced that his wife would soon be with him again. He listened closely for her footfall behind him, but a shade makes no noise. The closer to the light he got, the more he began to believe that Hades had tricked him to get him out of the Underworld, that Eurydice was not behind him. Only feet away from the light Orpheus lost faith and turned around. He saw Eurydice, but only for a moment as her shade was whisked back down among the other dead souls. She was gone.

 

"Pardonable, you'd say, but Death can never pardon.

He halts.

Eurydice, his own, is now on the lip of daylight.

Alas, he forgot. His purpose broke.

He looked back.

His labour was lost, the pact he had made with the merciless king annulled.

Three times did thunder peal over the pools of Avernus.

'Who,' she cried, 'has doomed me to misery, who has doomed us?...'

 

Thus she spoke: and at once from his sight,

like a wisp of smoke thinned into air, was gone.

Wildly he grasped at shadows, wanting to say much more,

but she did not see him;

nor would the ferryman of the Inferno let him again cross the fen that la betweeen them"

 

Publius Vergilius Maro (October 15, 70 BCE – September 21, 19 BCE), later called Virgilius, and known in English as Virgil or Vergil, was a classical Roman poet. He was the author of epics in three modes: the Bucolics (or Eclogues), the Georgics and the substantially completed Aeneid, the last being an epic poem in the heroic mode, which comprised twelve books (as opposed to 24 in each of the epic poems by Homer) and became the Roman Empire's national epic.

原本以为会走得义无反顾
结果却是如此留恋

早上去看了场业余的游泳比赛，发现自己不能进前三。看来以后还得好好训练。

无意中发现了这本1989年出版的翻译版（江苏文艺出版社）

    “洛丽塔，我的生命之光，我的欲念之火。我的罪恶，我的灵

魂。洛—丽—塔：舌尖向上，分三步，从上颚往下轻轻落在牙齿上。

洛。丽。塔。”

    无意中被老妈发现在看这本曾经的禁书。不过说实在的不太能忍

受俄国人的叙事方式。

1、中共50年 王明 著， 没错就是那个在中学历史书上被批了再批的王明
“本书是王明去苏联以后坚持其反动立场，对我党历史上的一些重大事件加以歪曲和篡改而撰写的”，不过历史是人写的。The story of history is not history

2、闲话中国人 易中天 著 关于中国人内向西方人外向的杂谈，看得出来中共50年中的很多行为符合这一标准

双脑同步技术是一种声波技术，把这种声波加到音乐中，可以使人达到不同的意识状态。双脑同步技术的应用范围非常广泛，应用双脑同步技术的音乐，可以治疗头痛以及各类痛症、治疗长期的失眠、治疗长期的心理压力、帮助人们在学习时集中注意力、帮助人们进入放鬆的状态，而最此项技术最初的用途，是帮助人们进入灵魂出体的状态。

　　双脑同步技术是由灵魂出体的名人罗拔．门罗所开办的门罗实用科学院所开发出来的。门罗实用科学院的主要研究项目，是人类的各种意识状态。其实便是一所专门研究灵魂出体现象的研究所。

　　双脑同步技术最初是为了使参与灵魂出体实验的参加者能够进入放鬆而保持清醒的半睡眠状态。在使用了各种方法之后，他们开始使用音响，於是他们发现了「频率后反应」。这种反应使试验者长期在清醒与睡眠之间保持某种意识状态。他们发现到，要是让试验者听某种音律，那他的脑波也会显示类似的电波反应。如果控制试验者的脑波频率，试验者会比较轻鬆、保持清醒或进入睡眠状态。

　　在一九七五年，门罗实用科学研究院获得双脑同步技术的专利权。

　　经过轮流交替使用不同的有效频率后，科学院开始发展出几种声音频率的总合系统。这系统会产生「频率后反应」，极有助於出体经验和其他特殊的意识层次。其中自然有一种使试验者进入冥想阶段的有效方法。

　　「双脑同步技术」可以使人类能同时使用左右脑，这种方法使用非常容易，也不需要长期训练，而且使用的范围也颇广泛。

　　这种「双脑同步」过程，是以声音促进左脑及右脑同时达成一种相似的脑波。这也是说，我们耳朵听到某种声音讯号时，我们的脑子也会以类似的电波讯号来反应或发出共鸣。又因不同的脑波代表了我们在睡眠或清醒时的意识状态，所以我们可以听某种声音，即可令脑子进入相同的意识状态。

　　我们的左耳和右耳，因为经过交叉神经，所以各自将讯号送达至不同的脑部。譬如右脑收到左耳的讯号；左脑收到右耳的讯号。所以，在两耳各自收到不同的声音振动时(用耳机分离两耳收听的讯号)，我们的左、右脑在这时会一致听到第三种声音。这第三种声音与两耳收到的讯号又不相同。举例来说，如果一个耳朵听见指数为一百的声音，而另一个耳朵听见指数为一百二十五的声音，那时你的脑子发出的讯号只有二十五，而且那也不是一种真正的声音，只是一种电子讯号，只能在两脑同时共同发挥作用时才能产生这种讯号。这种讯号的频率很窄，但振幅和力量郤是一般脑波电图的两倍。

“人生而平等”
“that all men are created equal”
这就意味着，刚开始是平等的，
至于在之后的日子里是不是平等的好像就没有定义

昨天晚上10点从麦乐迪出来，在绿灯时过马路快结束时

在视角范围内看见一辆摩托蹭了下，伴随着刹车的声音

下一个镜头就是骑摩托车的人趴在地上，脖子似乎不太正

两秒钟之后，这个人尝试着自己撑起来，但是失败了

周围还有几个人，有个过路的人问有谁看到车牌号的

我当时说实在的想溜，当然也溜了

良心不安

扬州市将拆除瘦西湖边包括人民游泳池的一大片地方，为什么演艺中心腾出空间。

从此扬州的标准游泳池只剩下了扬州大学里的两个。

这种做法和以色列规定超过一定人口的犹太人定居点必须有一个标准游泳池形成了鲜明对比。